Highway 2 Heaven - Life

Life so small to fight and cry
Life’s so small - forgive and enjoy
Yeah it’s dark when to close ur eye
Open ur mind u will see doors everywhr

Nothing is true nothing is lie
U got the power to decide
U r only one to get urself out of any mire
Everything u get, just give 1 sincere try

Life’s too small, Life’s too fast
Why wasting, thinking abt past
U care or not, it will anywayz screw ur ass
Just chill out, enjoy and relax ;)

Life.. yeah.. its diff to move around
Blah, blah.. just 4get everything it surrounds
Forget all stupid in the background
Live life with full sound

Its okay if ur not the first or not so fast
Never mind if u came last or u got lost
Enjoy; make sure u complete its race
Have a ball, dn’t care with ur pace

Live in the moment, Life ain’t got ctrl + z
Whatever u do, make sure you don’t regret
Yeah… it’s not an easy bet - sometime u don’t get d best
Why upset, forget, even sunrises everyday aftr every sunset

Life is unique, with so many shades – dark n light
Mix up with the color – dnt get precise, it’s alright
& wen u wanna make it bright – giv a tough fight
Life is lika loose pages, dnt leave empty, do write - wrong or right, write

Thanks Guys

Friends r 4ever as long as u r alive/even after u die
I believe there’s no place like heaven in any skies
It’s all in d earth here; they bring spice to ur lives
Thanks dudes, I would b been nothing without u guys

I’m very precise – It’s with them, my heart beats & enjoys
Sometimes, guys, u too annoy, but it’s so fun lik a school boys
Ohh.. Yeah this thing rocks n makes life – extra large king size
No words explain or describe – thanks a ton you guys

Maybe it’s not exactly in my way that you came along
Buts thanks pals – blessed that you’ve been with me all sidelong
Yeah, I believed there’s no angel – but may be u r 1 of them – I was wrong
Yeah, let’s stay like this yearlong and lifelong

Friends are like a golden string – stretched beyond infinity
Yeah… some of you call me smart and some lazy donkey
But u gave power to make me face every bad so confidently
Even when I was stupid, you were true, honest & cared bluntly

At times when I was outta my mood – you set it alright
Yeah Guys, you came strong – taught me to fight like a knight
On every dark lane – things going amess – you turned on the light
Thanks guys – life with you is so bright and brings delight

Not sure whether GOD is up there or down here
I feel the cloth of friendship, he wears
Yeah sometimes you also hurt – n sometime get éclairs
& that’s d way – I wuld say – u r dude – always close n always there
Thanks a million ton – thanks a lot guys

Coffee Shop

I don’t know there is something abt d coffee shop – I luv it so much
I don’t know why is that I lik it so much – there’s no specific reason as such

I’ve been there wid my dudes – had all kinds of non sense talks
I’ve been there wid my GF – tried to impress her lot
I’ve been there wid boss – he did yell & shout
I’ve been there alone too – relaxed & chilled out

I tried to avoid – but d place is so cool – I cannot
I don’t know why I luv d coffee shop a lot
May be coz of d hot espresso shot?
Not able to find a reason somehow somewhat

Or maybe it’s d brownie or chocolate pastry or plain cold coffee?
I can stay whole day & night, being in there feel s very care-free
Just like reckless gliding leaves falling of d big old tree
I guess – I will continue 2 luv this place – even when I’m 30, 50 or 70

I spend all my money & waste my time
But this place fills me wid a sense of sublime
Whether it’s tea-time, lunch-time rather anytime
I luv going to d coffee shop every time, I’m so fine

Is there something wrong, my luv for d coffee shop is becoming dead strong
Is it like only me or are there others too – who luv that little coffee shop too

Is it d music or lights or d latte they provide
Ha ha ha, guess even my ghost would linger around after I die
The coffee shop is awesome more than Chicago or shanghai
I luv this place, even if it’s cold November, hot May or rainy July

Something should be dre, why I like 2 keep movin towards d coffee shop
I’ve been there even when I’m happy or sad, even when my mood is in or out
It’s a good place also to hangout, even if I want to release my daylong burnouts
This place has got everything, everything that I can think about

Yeah, d coffee shop attracts me more than any place on this planet
It would remain on top of my favorite places for everyday visit
Let d reason for my luv toward it be unknown and secret

I don’t want 2 giv any 1 particular reason, undue credit – my luv 4 d coffee shop is wid no limit
I tried 2 get d reason for this – but now I shuld let it b as it is - my luv 4 d coffee shop will stay as it is.

Not saying No

I was walking down on the busy street
Listening to my humpty dumpty heart beat
She came around – took me by surprise
I was astounded – this was not any of her lies

I don’t know what to say or how to react
Just a moment ago everything was right n intact
Now, this came to me like a secret prize
I’m sure, I’m going to take it – take it wise

Saw millions of flying butterflies – So fresh like a morning sunrise
Stunned by the way she describes – that came directly from her eyes

I had made up mind – not to love again
Didn’t want my heart to give anymore strain
But she held my hand – all went in vain
How could I say no, I can’t let this go?

Indeed, I got myself agreed – Live my life like a single breed
But she came around looking for me – How could I say no, I can’t let her go?

I said I need no girl, anymore – Closed my heart, I closed all its door
But I don’t want to be a fool – I don’t want to miss any of her love modules

I know I said I want to fly like a free bird – What I am doing now, is a little absurd
I want to stay and be captured – She is true, she meant every single word

I held my flight; she ain’t going to let me out of her sight,
Made it very clear, right outright
She’s so real, she’ so bright, She will feed me with her love – I’m not saying no

True, I have been hurt, I have been in pain
I guess let me try and let me not refrain
But I didn’t want to take any chance or lose control
But how could I stop, how could I say no?

So….
Once more, I am going to play, I am going to stay
Once more, I am going close, straightaway
I’m not going to leave – I’m not saying no

Please come back

Please come back - I didn’t really mean it
Really I didn’t mean it - I promise to change
Please come back – Yeah, yes it’s ma mistake, I admit
I promise to change - I shouldn’t have acted so strange

Talk to me once – You, Talk to me once – You
Give me one more chance
Gosh!!! I won’t have acted like this - if I had known this in advance
Give me one more chance – u know it was not a fake romance

Please come back – I should have seen this coming
I should have seen the signs
I should have seen the warnings
Stupid – I should have read the lines

Talk to me once – You, Talk to me once – You
Give me one more chance
Atleast you got to listen to my stance
Please come back – mine was not a false romance

Yeah… I promise to change
I should have known the rules of the game
Now, I promise to re-arrange and I’m not the same
I swear to change my way - Hear me, don’t leave me, I want u to stay

I took you for granted – made you feel bad
At times I also ignored – made you feel sad
Yeah… I shouldn’t have done this
I take the blame – yeah…. It’s such a shame

Please come back – wont you? - I’m going blind without you
Please come back – wont you? - I’m so dull without you
Give me one more chance – I promise to change
Pleas come back, now, now, now

Said it today

Turned-on light; I woke up at five thirty
Spent a sleepless night; I’m feeling so frenzy
Yeah….. Saw her 1st @ my best frnds wedding
Tuned my heart, it got me towards you aiming
My head, got only you, yeah its dreaming

Yeah no point in waiting – I’m gonna say it today
Yeah….. Got no other choice…. I’m gonna say it to her today
But I haven’t planned my action – Dnt know what’s going to happen – I will say it today

Got my deo sprayed, dressed and packed - left my house at ten forty
Took my cell; made a call & asked her for a coffee
Yeah….. She said yes, yes she is coming, yes I’m blushing
Gosh….. God please help me with all your blessing – today

Yeah no point in hesitating, - I’m gonna to say it today
Yeah….. Got no other option…. I’m gonna say it to her today
But I haven’t planned my action – Dnt know what’s going to happen – I will say it today

Letter is ready in my back pocket;
Waiting for her – its seven twenty
There she comes, shining like 24 karat
Wanna please her – she’s the final beauty

I can’t hold, I’m gonna say it, here is goes - “Baby, think about me & plz don’t oppose
Yeah…. I wanna make you my girl - Help me complete my world”

Yeah…. yes, I said it – I said it to her; Yes, I said it – it feels so awful
She’s thinking, she’s confused, she says no, she says not possible

A.. I get sad, feels so bad, I turned & walk away
.... Wait, but she ran and hugged me from back
.... She was just kidding, she was just playing,
.... She said yes; yes, I got love attack

.... Yeah… we are so good together - seems like we r made 4 each other
.... Yeah…. I said it today, didn’t plan it was going to happen this way
.... Yeah…. I said it today – nvr imagined my life wuld take a turn like this way

B.. I get sad, feels so bad, I turned & walk away;
.... She said no, she too turned her back
.... Got my dreams packed, I move away

.... Yeah…. Nothing stays forever, I will find somebody else or another
.... Yeah…. I said it today, didn’t plan it was going to happen this way
.... Yeah…. I said it today – life continues to move on its way

C.. I get sad, feels so bad, I turned & walk away;
.... She said no, felt like she slapped me back
.... Wished only her to be my girl,
.... Why did she say it’s no, not possible

.... Yeah…. I didn’t get it, I don’t accept it, why can’t she stay, why did she move away
.... On my way, I kissed the truck across the roadway,
Knock on head – Got my blood runnin – my heart stops beating – am I gonna die 2day
.... Yeah…. I said it today, didn’t plan it was going to happen this way
.... Yeah…. I said it today – closed my eye - never thought I would end my life this way

Gonna leave her

Gonna leave her right now
Gonna leave her and I know its how
Yeah…. My senses are true… (my love is only for you),
It’s not her, it’s you, I need you… (my love is only for you)

Her love for me would never change
I know leaving her is very strange
But my love for you is super strong
It’s not her; it’s with you that I belong

Gonna leave her right now
Gonna leave her and I know its how
Gonna say everything to her – not sure whether she will believe?
Gonna hurt her – but I dnt want anymore to cheat or deceive

Her love for me would never die
But that will fall once she knows about U n I
Yeah.. Yeah.. yes her emotions are also true
But that will fail once she knows my love 4 u

Gonna leave her right now
Gonna leave her and I know its how
Gonna say – I can’t stick to her anymore…

(my love is only for you),
Yeah…. she’s gonna cry on the floor – but got to prove it’s you that I adore…

(my love is only for you)

She’s was the one who taught me what is love
But I got its meaning only with you & it’s in your heart I dove
I dnt wanna harm her heart, dnt wanna let her down
If her care for me is very real – she wouldn’t mind letting go & step-down

Gonna leave her right now
Gonna leave her and I know its how
I got my mind made up – gonna say all to her now…. my love is only for you
Gonna talk n speak up - nothing was so clear before now…. my love is only for you

Mirror, Mirror on the wall

Mirror, Mirror talk to me,
Mirror, Mirror talk to me,

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Tell me – Is he the dull or best of all
Standing in front of you - Don’t show me what I want to see
Simply tell me what’s the real in me

Many doubts hanging in the mind’s hall
Help to get it solved, pop it once n for all
Yeah…. he who is there is a reflection of me
I ain’t got anything to say – make me get the voice inside me

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
I’m losing my grip – I gonna fall
Standing in front of you – I dnt want the life which flew
Give me dreams, something bright and new

Unsure of the roads, unsure of the turns
Don’t know why is it that everything I touch starts to burn
Yeah…. he who is there is a reflection of me
I ain’t got anything to say – make me get the reason to believe in me

Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Inspire, motivate me to stand tall
Standing in front of you – Don’t just reflect me – so simply
Show me the person who is true and hiding inside me

I’ve been so lazy, been so angry,
I’ve been so stupid and been so silly
Yeah… All pieces of my story turned out to be so ugly
Every action of mine, every word – even my silence turned against me

Now
Mirror, Mirror talk to me,
Mirror, Mirror talk to me,
Yeah… Mirror, Mirror you on the wall
Tell me – what I am supposed to be
Show me – the real soul inside me

She spins my head

I woke up in the morning found her inside my head
Looked in the mirror saw her in my stead
Somebody help me – She already made me half dead
Thinking only about her – forgot everything else from A to Z

Feels like it’s gonna rain and I get drowned
I get sweaty - my whole brain has a shutdown
Searching for her – looking for her all around
Buzzing in my head…. Yeah… it’s her rhetoric sound

Yeah… when she comes and moves around
She spins my head round n round n upside down

I check my watch; wait for the time for her to appear
Aim for the place, try to get close & try to go near
Couple of looks she punches my heart very severe
She makes every part of my body jump, hop and cheer

Yeah… when she comes and moves around
She spins my head round n round n upside down

My earth gonna collide and I gonna tumble n break
I get freaky – why the heck I saw her – I made a big mistake
Her little glimpse – falls on me like icy snowflakes
She’s now an addictive drug – I need its regular intake

I walk off my house; find many women here n there
No one can match her… she‘s not easy to compare
I trace her every second… She doesn’t know, she’s unaware
See no other dream but only of her… she’s so rare

Yeah… when she comes and moves around
She spins my head round n round n upside down

I fell for her head over heels, she’s taking over me – it’s a heavy toll
She’s so amazing, she’s super blazing – she does not belong to this world
I keep dazing, continue gazing – I’m out of my control
My heart doesn’t belong to me anymore, neither does my soul

Somebody help me – I’m sinking in quicksand
Can’t wait any longer – wanna reach for her as fast as I can
Yeah… when she comes and moves around
She spins my head round n round n upside down

Heart's Desire

Heart’s desire for you will not end until he loses his last breath,
And I’m sure his soul will always long for you even after his death

Times I’ve tried to hold my breath and end my life
Times I’ve tried to bleed till death – cut myself with knife
But he stopped me over and again – begged to keep him alive
Coz he is in love to beat for you, even though you ignored, denied and deprived

It’s not your mistake – coz it was his fault – he fell for your cherry smile
Neither does he blame you – coz it was his fault – he fell for your brown eyes
Smart enough to know that everything would perish someday even he, me and you; but when he dies – he prefers to rest on ur thighs, n wants you to be the last person to be with him when he closes his eyes

What shall I do, what shall I speak, which words do I select - to make you believe and make you IMPRESS
Every single blood that he pumps through my veins carries your name & wishes to a hear that single YES

Simply to say he loves you, would downgrade the emotions and feelings which he has for you
Rather hope you understand when he says – he wants to see you everyday forever - wants to hold and grow with you

Simply to say he misses you a lot would undermine his requirement and need which he has for you
Rather hope you understand when he says – he wants to listen you everyday forever – wants to share and smile with you

All my advice to make him forget you went in vain
He didn’t even listen to his own logical brain
Yeah, he heard when you said “no” but he didn’t complain
And still he dreams, cries and enjoys being in pain

Guess he knew nothing said nor any action of mine will change your mind
Guess he knew that you will leave him alone, still he choose to be blind
I asked him that now that she is gone, where you will find
Closing my eyes – he showed me your memories which were still pure, fresh and refined

Though you haunt him every day and night; his love is still the same and sincere
His desire continues to be same even though he knows you won’t be any closer or near
And this is the way he chooses to beat every single time even though you have gone and disappeared

Inspired from below lines

“Imprinting on someone is like, ...like when you see her... Everything changes. All of a sudden, it’s not gravity holding you to the planet. It's her... Nothing else matters. And you would become anything for her, be anything for her… you become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother” - Jacob Black (Twilight – Eclipse 2010)

I'm Jealous

I’m jealous
You talk to him, you walk with him
You spend hours chatting with him
I can’t see, I can’t bear
Wish it’s a false affair
Yeah I’m jealous

The jealously is now creeping inside my head
Many things between u and me have gone unsaid
Know that you two have taken an oath
But me now thinking of ways to split you both

Can’t see you kissing his forehead
Can’t see you moving along his thread
Yeah… your story is well know n wide spread
I desire that it was me in his stead

Yeah I’m jealous
You smile with him, you ride with him
You spend hours strolling with him
I can’t see, I can’t bear
Wish it’s a false affair
Yeah I’m jealous

Can’t see you both sit beside
Set to do something to make him disappear or hide
Know that you two have strong relation which you abide
But I think of the ways to break it n divide

Yeah it’s not bravery
But I wanna do anything and I’m ready
Man… I am outta ma mind
Wish I culd cover him to a place where u can’t find
I get furious and I get jealous

Wish you could betray him
Wish u leave and run away from him
Yeah I know this can’t happen
Still my jealousness gets more severe n deepen

Yeah I’m jealous
I know I’m not so good
But feels like I’m not bad one too
Know that I can’t be so fool n rude
Coz I know your love is real n true
But still I’m jealous… I know it shrud
Still I’m Jealous – ya its bad n shrud

Delirious

It appears to me that my days are stretching longer
& all the night of mine are getting shorter
Though I'm getting older it dosen't seem - I'm gettin any bolder
Need a break; Need a holiday.... I wanna get stronger

Need a break; wanna go on a holiday.... moving to a place very far far away.... I wanna feel delirious
Let me get some sun on my skin.... feel delirious
Let me dive in water and swim.... feel delirious

It seems to me that I'm becoming like a frozen creature
With all my days being same, I got nothing new to capture
Lost the key of all activity, it doesn't seem - I'm getting any smarter
Need to cut the schedule; Need to get back the zeal and eager

Need a break; shedding my load.... breaching the daily code.... I wanna feel delirious
Let the new air tap my face.... feel delirious
Let the cold wind touch and embrace.... feel delirious

It looks like I got stuck in a boredom which I try hard to shoo
Got trapped in time, which is no longer mine.... I'm searching a new cult to pursue
Though the day's n night continue to move, I ain't got anything new to do
Need a break, for heaven sake; I need break for myself to be rescued

Need a break; wanna go on a vacation.... welcoming relaxation.... I wanna feel delirious
Let me skate on ice; feel icy and nice.... feel delirious
Let me entice and reach paradise.... feel delirious

I wanna make my self delight.... wanna feel delirious
I wanna make my self free.... wanna feel delirious

Best Memories

Thinking of the stupid things I did,
Those will remain my best memories
Racing & moving along the open streets
The moments which I always cherish
Yeah….. My best memories….. Remember them as sweet melodies

Missing all those crazy things I did,
Searching for all it but I can’t find any of it
Wishing to get some magical hints,
Making time go rewind and get few of it

Moments I spend mocking and fighting with my buddies
Moments I spend dancing and drinkin in all parties
Feels like I have been part of many marvel stories
Been honored with bitter shame n with sweet glories

Thinking of the nonsense things I did
Those will stay as my best memories
Gliding through the winds with rosy upbeats
The moments which I can’t ever delete
Yeah….. My best memories….. Remember them as delicious treat

Wanna go back n enjoy once more, all of it
Blowing away all the heavy worries
Wish I could do few reverse sprints
Forcing time to repeat and get some of it

Yeah….. Stupid things I did…… With no boundaries
Yeah….. Crazy things I did…… With no limits

Wish I could go back - reverse the time
Give me hints - I wanna rewind the time

Wish I could go back - reverse the time
Give me hints - I wanna rewind the time
My memories…. The best part of mine

My Way

Won’t be stopped by hurricane, not even by flooding rain
You can’t stop – don’t even try – you can’t abstain
I’m going one way – My way
Even if it’s a wrong way – will make a strong way – My way

Yeah…… I may be low and my walks may be slow
You can’t spot – you can’t see – you don’t even know
I’m going my way – One way
Even if it’s a hard way – will make a smooth way – My way

Won’t be stopped by fire whirl, not even by winds swirl
You can’t pull – don’t even try – you can’t hold
It’s my way – very far away
Even if it’s a long way – will walk all the way – My way

Yeah…. Money ain’t everything 4 me – I wanna get the crown
Thumbs are right now down – hold on, will rule the town
I will get my way – the right way
Even it’s a tough way – it’s a firm way – My way

Won’t be stopped by disaster snow; neither will stop for any tomorrow
Don’t get d notion – you'll stare my glow; don’t assume I got no motion – you will daze my flow
I’m going my way – it’s a different way
Even it’s a strange way – will make a special way – My way

I’m going my way – All the way – In my own way
You wanna cross – don’t even try – don’t even think
It’s My way and My own way..........

From my buddy - spcl b'dy gift

This one is from my school buddy, Maya.... my very spcl b'day gift,
very sweet and cute poem...surely im overwhelmed

His cute smile is definitely misleading,
A naughty comment is surely breeding;

You'll be forgiven to think he's a school boy,
Beware though, small cars are not his toy;

Finance, accounts & more at his finger-tips,
Taunts and teasers at the tip of his lips;

Friendly,understanding and affable he is,
Though in school I gave him a total miss!!

An year ago I met this guy called Muru,
Tabse hua hai ye friendship shuru :) :)

Wish you a very very happy birthday re :) :)

The Mall Girl

Hooo Mall Girl
Never seen a Girl like you before
Never held my breath so long before
Even the angels from the heaven are not as pretty as you
Yea…. I rushed counter to counter to gaze at you

Hooo Mall Girl
Never been mesmerized like this anytime before
Never seen such a striking beauty ever before
Even the flowers from the garden wouldn’t blossom without asking you
Yea… I pushed people here n there to stare at you

Hooo Mall Girl
Never ma heart exploded like this before
Never ma legs followed anyone so long before
Even the stars in the sky don’t twinkle like you
Yea… I checked everywhere to get sight of you

Hooo Mall Girl
Never seen a Girl like you before – Yea… I tried very hard myself to ignore
Never seen a Girl like you before – Wana see again the gorgeous smile you wore
Never seen a Girl like you before – I couldn’t stop myself to adore

I know I will not see you again – I know I can’t see that sweet dew again
Momentarily u made be insane – Gosh… let it happen once again

My Hands Got Stupid Lines

My hands got stupid lines
Does it have any luck or any lifeline?
But how few lines can determine
My life is all mine - I play and I shine

Lines can’t control nor withhold
My Soul – I mold and get the goal

My hands got wacky lines
Does it have anything to specify or define?
But how few lines can determine
My life is all mine - I outline and I shine

Lines can’t decline nor confine
My Destiny – I draw and I align

My hands got nutty lines
I fail to understand and yup I decline
How few lines can determine
Yea… My life – I don’t blame and I don’t whine

Lines – few move east and north
Lines – few move west and south
Few cut and fight each other - few get along and move together

I don’t care and I’m not scared
Lines are guideline and not deadline
I can make new and change few lines
It’s my hand, my lines and I will refine

Stop staring at the lines - forget the lines
My life - I determine and I design

Wana See You Smile

Wana see you smile - Wana see you play
You made me happy n you made my day
Now let me help n clear your fray
...let me pray n bring you a new ray

Dnt wana see you scared – dnt wana see you in fear
You were always near n made me cheer
Now let me mend n heal your sear
...let me hear n stitch your tear

Why are the tears rolling out of your eyes?
Let me try – n bring you colorful butterflies

Wana see you in joy - Wana see you enjoy
You cleared my chaos n been like a buoy
Let me offer my hand n snatch ur sorrows to destroy
...let me listen – please dnt be coy

Dnt wana see you bother – Dnt wana see you ponder
You always guided me when I wandered
Now let me heal n overcome your anger
...let me fight n aid you conquer

What’s making you annoy, please make me aware
Let me share – I truly n heartily care

Won’t let you – to be so soon in despair – come on share with me all your nightmare
Will be with you my friend, my buddy till the end that I swear

Can’t see you mumbling can’t see you tumbling
You handled my mood swing n made me sing
Let me save you n help you from sinking
...let me clean n cure all your burnings

Wana see you smile - Wana see you play...
Wana see you in joy - Wana see you enjoy...

Whenever I see you

Whenever I see you - Close to death I move
Whenever I see you - Close to life I move
Nothing is same now – I keep on admiring you
Everything has changed now – I keep on desiring you

The way you move your eyes
The way it gazes and smiles
Attracts my soul and makes it freeze
Seizes my heart and makes it squeeze

Whenever I see you.. ohh.. girl..
U turn up-side-down my whole world
Whenever I see you.. ohh.. girl..
I’m out of my words and hearts starts flying lik a bird

Whenever I see you - Close to hell I move
Whenever I see you - Close to heaven I move
Your pleasant smile – make me forget to blink my eye
I glide and it feels like floating in the sky

You come and go; now and then
But I wana be with you; I dunno when
The heart I got is beating for you
It aspires and desires to reach for you

Whenever I see you – Feels like icy cold in hot summer
Whenever I see you – Feels like burning out in chilling winter
All my senses mix up and get weird
But you lighten my face and make me cheer

Not possible to forget you anymore
U tore ma heart and stuck inside the core
Na.. I’m not satisfied and I want more
Without your shine – I feel bored and sore

How shall I get started with you?
Looking for an excuse to talk to you
How shall I get started with you?
Searching for a reason and looking for the clue

Whenever I see you – Closer to you I wana move
Whenever I see you – Closer to love I wana move

My Life

My life - is never always same
It keeps sailing on with change
It’s something I can’t explain
Sometimes makes me happy
......... & sometimes makes me go insane

My life - is so very confused
It makes me feel amused
Sometimes I get lucky
......... & sometimes I get screwed

Don’t know what to do, what to say & what to pray
Is someone there – make me cheer & help me here

This I want & that I want
Not so sure, I just wander around
Here I go & there I go
Sometimes feel - very high
......... & sometimes feel - very low

My life - wish it could get easy
It makes me feel dizzy
Sometimes I’m so cool
......... & sometimes make me a fool

Oh oh oh it makes me go weird - I can’t get myself heard
Thrills me out, grills me out – causes me to doubt

My life – I thrive to get the hold
Still it goes out of my control
Yeah it makes me feel - I’m going mad
Sometimes makes me very glad
......... & sometimes makes me go sad

My life – still not very complete
Got a feeling which is not very concrete
Someday it would ring
......... & excitement it would bring

Keeping aside the vanity, with all my sanity, I try to get the clarity
Know the answers are dim – still figuring out - more n more abt him (life)

My Life - Need to strive, with the spirit high
My Life - With the spirit high, Continue try
My Life - Continue try & I would fly
My Life - I would fly & touch the sky

I Still......

Find myself empty inside
All emotions go n collide
Find no place to reside - You made my world go divide

Feels very hurting now
Feels very irritating now
Easily you left me away - You caused so much dismay

I wanted you - needed you - so much
Crave for your one more single touch
I searched for u all up & down - But found u nowhere arnd

Why did you ever do this to me?
All my pain n suffering you can’t see
You secretly stole my heart - And broke it into pieces apart

I still sense you - I still search for you
I still wait for you - I still feel for you

Miss you everyday n every night
I know that you are far away n out of sight
Now that I am lost and all alone - alone, I scream and groan

I’m wandering clueless
Finding myself to be helpless
Giving the best - still unable to clear this mess

Tell me did I ever let you doubt my love?
I kept you everything and all above
Then what was it that made you shove

I tried endlessly and I tried foolishly
I wanted u only - but u left me very lonely

Never knew it would be so hard
Wrongly moved all my cards
U didn’t even bother to care - made my heart go burst with flare

My eyes now got nthin to cheer - It’s only filled with hatred n tears
The pain that u gave me is so deep - u destroyed my day n sleep
U played with me n paid no heed - u made my heart cont to bleed

But…
I still dream of you - I still cry for you
I still think of you - I still look for you

Try to get over all these through
– Sometime wish that this was not true
Sometimes wish that all these never happened
– And never would I be trapped n so saddened

I forgot the smile which I used to smile
Searching myself a place to cry and hide

Now that you are not around me - U walked away n gave upon me
I need to get a new day tomorrow
– Moving n breaking all these sorrows

Trying to forget all our talk
Trying to forget our every walk
Trying to forget all your words that I heard
Trying to forgot everything that had occurred

But…
I still sense you - still dream of you
And the love I got is still alive for you

U Got to Run Run Run

U got to run run run
Be number one one one
Be very fast fast fast
Nowhere to stop stop stop

U got to move move move
Have to prove prove prove
Ready to beat beat beat
Every challenge u meet meet meet

There’s no short cut cut cut
U have to step it up up up
Wuld be heavy toll toll toll
But u got to get the goal goal goal

U got to face face face
With full pace pace pace
Win the race race race
Be the ace ace ace

Get all the clue clue clue
Stick like a glue glue glue
With the full blast blast blast
Got to out-last last last

U got to run run run
Stop at none none none
Let it be fun fun fun
Make everybody stun stun stun

U got to Run Run Run Run…

Nobody Warned Me

Inspired from Darius Danesh Color Blind

Nobody Warned Me

Nobody warned me abt ur eyes
Nobody warned me abt ur smile
Feels like floating on the blue skies
Feels like touching u and hold u for a while

I'm going so mad, still feeling so glad
Searching for u here n there,
Some1 explain, I'm going insane
Feels like seeing u…. again n again

Nobody warned me abt ur voice
Nobody warned me abt ur style
Feels like u r the only 1 super choice
Feels like moving wid u thousand more mile

Wonder how u r so so cute
Make me go speech less and go mute
I can just see u wenever I close ma eyes
Wish no one, but only u for ma life

Nobody warned me - u r so beautiful
Nobody warned me - u r so wonderful
You fill me up wid a sense of sublime
Wanna be wid u all day all time

Nobody warned me – it feels so good
Nobody warned me – it feels so nice……

To all sat/sun lovers

This note is dedicated to all officer goers who desperately wait for that sat/sun-day

Give me those two days - those two days which we call as Saturdays n Sundays
Dnt wake me up n dnt mess with me - its only my day and its Fun-day

the whole week has 7 day - n shit it starts with Monday
fighting wid the Monday Blue - moving ahead with no clue

day 2 is Tuesday - n im still on the hangover of day b4 y'day
as Wednesday moves - Thursday improves

Friday begins so slow n slow - but its now my energy starts to flow
Plans are in advance for night - wow i feel delight

here it comes d sat/sun - im ready for disco n fun
my boots are tight and im so excite

Finally I got my Saturday and got my Sunday - Dnt wake me up n dnt mess with me - its only my day - the Fun-day
I party whole day and party whole night - only party n party with whole-hearty

ho gosh!!!! no i dun wana see Sunday moon - y d hell u came so soon
no no, its not done - its not done - its only now i started to have fun

miss u alot my saturday n sunday - wait for me for the next 5 day
no one can separate us both, ho dear - I will be back next time wid more beer :P