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Hey my ego is bad
I know, you think I don’t know it
I don’t wait for any show
And I don’t care abt the shit

Look in my eye, I will confuse
Look me twice, still you wnt get it
I can help but why should I?
I will flaunt, I will deceive

I don’t knw how to behave
I know, you think I don’t know it
You dnt share any secrets, I wnt keep it
You think it’s weird, yeah I admit

Please dnt believe, I will lie
Head to toe, I am not true
I’m okay or I’m not okay
I need u or I dnt need you

I like the red, and the yellow, green, black and blue
I like it all, so I wnt share it with you, no I wnt give
And it goes like this, I like to smile, steal and hide
I cheat, I hurt, and I laugh out loud

When I search for key, and find it
Will still smash n break open the door, I like it
Yea… You think its sad n ugly
I mad or can’t think clearly
Tht is okay, I like to be this way
You can move from here, no need to stay

May be its little hard on you
Coz my attitude, aint any good too
I know, you think I don’t know it
Keep ur advice, I dnt need it

I move, run without control; careless
Dnt care abt anything, I’m reckless
Yeah….. being me, is madness

This is ...

This is my frustration
This is my distraction
It’s my dark shadow
& happening all over again

It’s never ending; nasty game
Adding fuel to my pain
This is me hiding
& this is me acting

This is my burning summer
Stopped looking any further
Flooded with tears and anger
Can’t see any future

This is my disappointment
This is my embarrassment
It’s me on the edge
& it’s me drowning

Just when I wish
Not to feel like this
Trying to forget all that I miss
End up doing something foolish

This is my disconcert
This is my discomfort
And I die
And I cry

This is not what I wanted
This is not what I wished
So easy to say
Not so easy, to throw away

This is me failing everyday
This is me with grudges and dismay
This is my suffering
& this is me pretending

Dust in the wind

It flew like……………………………………… dust in the wind
I was like 6; we used to hug & hold our hands tight
Always wanted to be in the same team,
Nothing wuld separate us it seemed
Now everything went away like dust in the wind

Nothing was there to care
Every bad and every smile we shared
I close my eyes, it still - all in there
It feels so fresh…. like first rain in the air

All passed away like……………………… dust in the wind
I was like 13, we used to fight
And we used to share our every bite
We played together, we shared our books
Now all went away like dust in the wind

Time moved so fast, it didn’t bother to stop
Time we spent got lost somewhere in the past
Smell of that old dust is so sober and sweet
I smile n cheer,
Thinkin abt d moments we spend, nothing it can beat

All went away like………………………… dust in the wind
I was like 18; we fought for the same girl
And we had common goal
We shared same bench,
We loved bunking n jumping over the college fence
Sudden gust took away evrything, like a dust of sand

Arms –on – shoulder we used to walk
Day & night long we used to sit, chat and talk
We made funny faces and used to mock
Nothing in the world made us stop

All went away like………………………… dust in the wind
Now we have passed a quarter of our life
Few are still connected and few are gone
Wonder what more this time will bring upon
Just want to continue like this, life long life long

And then I knw evrything one day will fly away like dust in the wind

Too beautiful for me

Daylong I can stand and I can stare
Feel ur scent, even when u r not there
Ain’t got any guts to say, I can’t dare
I knw the reason for it is that, is that
U r too beautiful for me, too beautiful for me

When I try to sleep @ nite,
Then I try to close my eyes
I try to sleep, but it ain’t getting any ease
U wander in my head n destroy my peace
U disturb so much, I need no other enemies

Yeah.. I too see everywhr n compare
But u r the one who is too beautiful for me
I swear, I swear….. it’s so so hard on me
I can’t bear, can’t bear, everywhr I go - its only u I see
U r too beautiful for me, too beautiful for me

U r my heart’s crazy desire
U can get me off this wild mire
It’s you; it’s only you - I care
Belive me I’m not a liar
U r d only one in my morning prayer

It’s so good… so good and so strong
I find u, as I listen to any song
But guess I’m way too wrong, too wrong
I know this is not where you belong
Coz u r too beautiful for me, too beautiful for me

I call, wanna say, I want you to hear
But u mak me weak, I fumble with fear
Yeah… inside it’s so clear, oh dear
Im so sincere, sincere
Writing stupid lines, lik some Shakespeare

Looks like some angel has appeared beautifully
U r d only one I wanna see daily, n daily
But it not possible for me to get any entry
And reason is…. u r too beautiful for me,
You are too beautiful for me

Again

Again, I’ve got the same feeling again
This heart – its getting the same beats again
My thoughts r moving towards it, again
Again, I’ve got the same thing again

Even this time I’m not so sure
Even this time I’ve got the same fear
I’m waiting for some hints again
Waiting for tiny clues again

The only change this time is I’m a little stronger than last time
The rest of the feelings are exactly the same

My heart is popping out
Wanna call and ask her out
Wanna hav coffee or go for a movie
Wanna give her surprises and wanna tak her for long ride

The only change this time, I’m ready for the fall
The only change this time, I’m prepared for the drop, I knw I may be flop

Having the same kinda dreams again
Having those stupid smiles again
The question is still the same, again
Ain’t hav any idea of the answer for the same

Don’t knw what chances I’ve got
Thinking whether to go for it or not
Everything is repeating all over again
Don’t want to go through any shame

I’m getting very restless, again
Wanna say those words again
Don’t wanna go through any pain
Just want her to feel the same

Luv you or Hate you

Luv you or hate you
Na jane na jane kyon
Kya pata kya karu
Some1 help me, tel me wat to do

When u look at me, it feels so true
But then u seek attention from others too
Yea… You are so beautiful n u got that style
But sometimes u get rude n show attitude

Do I Luv you or hate you
Kya pata kya karu
Every second I change my mind
You are making me confused

For a moment its yes, then the next second it’s no
Yea … You are stunning and a little stubborn
Sometimes it feels like I can’t get along
Still when u talk to me, when u look at me
My heart sings a silent song for you

I’m sure about one thing
Whether I Luv you or hate
Sumwhr deep inside me, I can’t ignore you

Whenever you come any close or near
I make an excuse to overlook and move
And then…. when you are far or not there
I search for the reason to meet and talk with you

But I knw u seek attention from others too
And you’ve got style, sometimes you show attitude
So do I Luv you or hate you
Dnt knw what to do
But for sure, I can’t ignore you

Yea… its true… you got so many to take care of you
You are so beautiful; any one would fall for you
And yea… guess u won’t mind missing a few
So the best for me is to ignore you
Neither luv you nor hate you

Don’t wanna knw

Don’t wanna knw d answer of any question
Don’t wanna knw what I’m supposed to do
Nor I wanna knw whr I’m supposed to go
Just wanna take lyf………………… - as it comes n enjoy

Don’t wanna think abt the future
Don’t wanna knw d reason for any what or why
Nor I wanna drag or push myself 4 anything
Just wanna let my dream wander………………… - n set it free

Don’t knw what will b d reaction of any action
Don’t knw what will turn out or what will happen
Nor I want to make any opinion or form any view
I just wanna feel the sunshine n stay true

Don’t know y d earth moves or why the stars r so bright
I ain’t lookin for any flower or for any flavor, I'm alright
Nor i wanna get d meaning of lyf or what shall I endeavor
Just wanna relax n cheer, everything that lyf brings to me, watevr

Don’t know y desert is so hot or ice is so cold
Don’t wanna know y birds can fly so high
Nor I wanna know what can I or cannot try
Just wanna feel evreythin ………………… - n rest for a while

And then I really don’t care who is looking at me
Or what they are thinking abt me
I just know I’m feeling like never b4
And I’m giving myself more - I know this feeling is so real for sure