My Life

My life - is never always same
It keeps sailing on with change
It’s something I can’t explain
Sometimes makes me happy
......... & sometimes makes me go insane

My life - is so very confused
It makes me feel amused
Sometimes I get lucky
......... & sometimes I get screwed

Don’t know what to do, what to say & what to pray
Is someone there – make me cheer & help me here

This I want & that I want
Not so sure, I just wander around
Here I go & there I go
Sometimes feel - very high
......... & sometimes feel - very low

My life - wish it could get easy
It makes me feel dizzy
Sometimes I’m so cool
......... & sometimes make me a fool

Oh oh oh it makes me go weird - I can’t get myself heard
Thrills me out, grills me out – causes me to doubt

My life – I thrive to get the hold
Still it goes out of my control
Yeah it makes me feel - I’m going mad
Sometimes makes me very glad
......... & sometimes makes me go sad

My life – still not very complete
Got a feeling which is not very concrete
Someday it would ring
......... & excitement it would bring

Keeping aside the vanity, with all my sanity, I try to get the clarity
Know the answers are dim – still figuring out - more n more abt him (life)

My Life - Need to strive, with the spirit high
My Life - With the spirit high, Continue try
My Life - Continue try & I would fly
My Life - I would fly & touch the sky

I Still......

Find myself empty inside
All emotions go n collide
Find no place to reside - You made my world go divide

Feels very hurting now
Feels very irritating now
Easily you left me away - You caused so much dismay

I wanted you - needed you - so much
Crave for your one more single touch
I searched for u all up & down - But found u nowhere arnd

Why did you ever do this to me?
All my pain n suffering you can’t see
You secretly stole my heart - And broke it into pieces apart

I still sense you - I still search for you
I still wait for you - I still feel for you

Miss you everyday n every night
I know that you are far away n out of sight
Now that I am lost and all alone - alone, I scream and groan

I’m wandering clueless
Finding myself to be helpless
Giving the best - still unable to clear this mess

Tell me did I ever let you doubt my love?
I kept you everything and all above
Then what was it that made you shove

I tried endlessly and I tried foolishly
I wanted u only - but u left me very lonely

Never knew it would be so hard
Wrongly moved all my cards
U didn’t even bother to care - made my heart go burst with flare

My eyes now got nthin to cheer - It’s only filled with hatred n tears
The pain that u gave me is so deep - u destroyed my day n sleep
U played with me n paid no heed - u made my heart cont to bleed

But…
I still dream of you - I still cry for you
I still think of you - I still look for you

Try to get over all these through
– Sometime wish that this was not true
Sometimes wish that all these never happened
– And never would I be trapped n so saddened

I forgot the smile which I used to smile
Searching myself a place to cry and hide

Now that you are not around me - U walked away n gave upon me
I need to get a new day tomorrow
– Moving n breaking all these sorrows

Trying to forget all our talk
Trying to forget our every walk
Trying to forget all your words that I heard
Trying to forgot everything that had occurred

But…
I still sense you - still dream of you
And the love I got is still alive for you

U Got to Run Run Run

U got to run run run
Be number one one one
Be very fast fast fast
Nowhere to stop stop stop

U got to move move move
Have to prove prove prove
Ready to beat beat beat
Every challenge u meet meet meet

There’s no short cut cut cut
U have to step it up up up
Wuld be heavy toll toll toll
But u got to get the goal goal goal

U got to face face face
With full pace pace pace
Win the race race race
Be the ace ace ace

Get all the clue clue clue
Stick like a glue glue glue
With the full blast blast blast
Got to out-last last last

U got to run run run
Stop at none none none
Let it be fun fun fun
Make everybody stun stun stun

U got to Run Run Run Run…